Friday, December 7, 2007
maybe if I document how I feel I'll start feeling the need to do it less...
the most bizarre thought just ran across my mind as I plugged in my curling iron...what if I burned myself? I had to take a step back to make sure I didn't...I think I am losing it. The need to hurt myself seems to be huge...I wish I could push the escape key and do just that...
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Sometimes while driving, I have to take a deep breath and tell myself not to swerve into oncoming traffic "just to see what it would be like."
I know how you feel... The worst part of an addiction is the first time you "try" it. Once you realize that your world hasn't come to an end and you've healed up all your wounds, you might think "well that wasn't so bad" and want to do it again.
No burns... do it for me!
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